Feathers with sharp edges

Five years has passed

And I know I’ve been foolish

Missing you

But how you pour emptiness inside me

A sensation you master alone

When you knock on the heavy walls of my mind

I relieve you from your spot on my doorstep

Once more, we share this bed and you can’t resist

But to pull my hair

When you braid it

You stroke my fragile skin

Feathers with sharp edges

Old friend

They add so many letters to my name

I’m not sure what to call myself

Anymore